this wish might reach that sky


remember that spring day even as time passes
i fall in you, i'm falling in you

maybe forever,
maybe for your love


short intros to my OCs &yumeships
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rain wet with blessings permeates the rotted earth
i hope someday, the distant sky will become sunny

logos

married

reverdie

gachikoi / riako

soulbond

    sharing status 
    romantic⛔️⛔️⛔️⛔️
    familial⛔️⛔️⛔️⛔️
    platonicselective

    will block anything romantic &familial
    NOTPs: sanguilog / princelog, logmiya, mudlog

    The fragile sprout of the late cosmic tree. No more tripping over roots. This is the direction spring should blow.

    JP VA: Rika Tachibana (ex: August von Parseval from Azur Lane)
    CN VA: tba.

    Reverdie already has their own dedicated carrd done up like a wikia page. please give it a read if you like Arknights lore!

    ※ relationships &trivia section in need of some updating to reflect new content, but otherwise still solid

    photoboard / misc.

    gaze far and away, up into the starlit sky
    into that distant, beautiful graveyard of desires

    ataraxia

    true name: ananke

    situationship
    (eventually married)

    anaxagoras

    soulbond

      sharing status 
      romantic⛔️⛔️⛔️
      familialselective
      platonicselective

      will block anything romantic
      NOTPs: anaglaea / aglanaxa, phainaxa, castonaxa, anacine

      ■■■■■■■■■ predecessor?̶̛͎͐͑͗. The primordial sea embraces all life, devours all deserters. Dreaming in its emptiness, a wait in chaos is a peaceful hunt.

      JP VA: Eriko Matsui (ex: Hindenburg from Azur Lane)
      CN VAdefault voice: Jing Chen (ex: Gracebearer from Arknights)

      ※ conceptualized this OC with inspos to parallel/conflict w the aeon ouroboros (jörmungandr, ananke, king of nāgas like mucalinda &shesha, mayb v extremely lowkey azathoth).
      ※ heavily WIP bc idk hi3 lore nor how the sea of quanta (assuming this is the primordial sea equivalent?) works. i'll figure things out as i go :')
      ※ as for how a being like raxia wouldn't have landed in deep shit &died long before main story starts,, i'm banking on meraki's help, raxia's ability to 'dream' &The ScriptTM thank u for ur service elio.

      A shapeless existence from the cradle of chaos,
      A cosmic serpent from the depths of the primordial sea,
      born from necessity to the fate of new stars.
      awoke from an ageless dream to find the universe born.
      The empty sea will one day reclaim what once departed.
      May the hunted &fallen drift amongst the snow.
      The empty sea will one day reclaim what once departed.
      The scholar who named his Ataraxiahedonism by his own hand defiantly asks,
      "By whose decree must I let go of a truth I found?"
      This world is full of lies, so let us find what the truth is worth together.
      "May the truths of the universe rest again in my hands."

      photoboard / misc.

      this way, call me as the nights pass on and on
      towards me, make this your final destination

      meraki

      engaged

      fugue

        sharing status 
        romantic⛔️
        familialselective
        platonicselective

        will block romantic doubles
        NOTPs: tingkong, tingmei

        Child of Fuli. Gather life's ashes into the urn, cherishment should not end here. Now, light another candle, walk on.

        JP VA: Akira Sekine (ex: Heidi from Arknights)
        CN VA: tba.

        ※ conceptualized this OC based on the idea that a person is a candle, burning with their lives -> a memokeeper who carries these candles forward &loves even the final wisp of smoke left behind + the fact that glass (fuli/memories) is made by melting sand (could also interpret people as grains of sand) in fire (emotions, ideals, hardship).
        ※ as remembrance emanators seem to be pure children of anāsrava who only have ice motifs thus far, i'm unsure what meraki is. the emanator label on them is subject to change.

        An antique acquiring business owner who only takes clients who fit one of two criteria: searching for what could never be found again, or searching for something only the client themselves could find. In other words, an Emanator of Remembrance whose lantern illuminates the forgotten, whose urn stirs the ancient.
        Whether burning passions or flickering candlelight, all is crystallized to warm those continuing the journey of life. Whether echoes of a bygone world or a simple everyman's ashes of ardor, all will rise again in the illusions of smoke. An oddball who doesn't squirrel away memories into The Garden, but rather travels with them or leaves Light Cones for others to discover- &hopefully benefit from.
        A memetic entity who bases their manifestation off the concept of "candles", they're able to "conjure another self" from melted wax &"recombine into one", thus receiving all experiences &memory from the once split selves. Tingyun used to outsource some clients to the one near the Xianzhou Alliance. Later reunited with Fugue after being tasked by Yukong to trace Tingyun's memories, the two make another "transaction": to watch Fugue burn against the Aeons &cherish the ashes left behind.

        photoboard / misc.

        how much longing must fall like snow,
        before that spring day arrives?

        qinian

        dating

        owen

          sharing status 
          romantic⛔️
          familial⛔️
          platonicselective

          will block romantic &familial doubles
          NOTPs: mithowe

          Is it wisdom or cowardice to know not to step forward? Poor Sage, carry your wishes with a crown of petals. May you witness what couldn't bloom.

          JP VA: Asahina Madoka (ex: Vritra from Fate/Grand Order)

          One of the previous Sages who tried to work with the wizards &overcome the Great Calamity. Though keen, efficient &good at gathering information, they are equally as anxious, withdrawn due to a fear of loss &an inability to believe in others.
          A seed can sprout when planted in soil, but will always die without water. A relationship built on the understanding that neither will question "What are we?", this same blossom withered in stagnation exactly because neither dared to ask.
          But a wilted flower is still beautiful when dried. 'Things don't need to change.'
          'We can still comfort one another even like this.'

          But if one day, even the husk of this flower were cruelly torn apart "Why did you leave?", memories faded "It would be better if I forgot about you!", mementos locked in an old box that was lost somewhere "But why can't I bear to?", only the silent stars will answer the vestiges of these scattered petals.
          Why are you looking at me like that?
          "Who are you?"
          ...Don't you recognize me?
          ....
          Why do you have their face?

          ※ as the fate of previous Sages is unclear (whether they managed to return to their world or died in mhyk world), i took a shot at "what if a Sage became something else within the mhyk world?"
          ※ qinian was murdered by the cult worshipping the Great Calamity. the spirits around them pitied them &helped qinian's final regret that they hadn't accomplished anything reach the last thing they saw- the Bloomshard Belt. they were reborn as an extension of it to carry out its functions of repairing the world after the Calamity's damage.
          ※ as magic is cast with the heart, something qinian ran away from in their previous life, they have no memories. by learning to confront their heart, which could only begin with owen coming to terms with his &who qinian was to him, they could restore their old identity. not before he has the crashout of the eons first though.

          photoboard / misc.

          i ask myself once again, "are you happy?"
          the answer is already set, "i'm happy."

          cain

          dating

          qinian

            sharing status 
            romanticselective
            familialselective
            platonicselective

            NOTPs (block on sight): n/a

            Is it wisdom or cowardice to know not to step forward? Poor Sage, carry your wishes with a crown of petals. May you witness what couldn't bloom.

            JP VA: Asahina Madoka (ex: Vritra from Fate/Grand Order)

            One of the previous Sages who tried to work with the wizards &overcome the Great Calamity. Though keen, efficient &good at gathering information, they are equally as anxious, withdrawn due to a fear of loss &an inability to believe in others.
            "Home," & "a sense of belonging." What is the point of fostering such feelings when we, in no uncertain terms, with nary a say on when, where nor how, will part from one another?
            'Don't allow me to hope.'
            'Even the act of extending kindness can hurt.'
            Despite the radiant warmth that shines above, summer is exactly when the sun is furthest from Earth.
            This sandcastle is all I have. Don't give me anything more. Nothing deserves to be swept away with me when the waves come down.
            What does it mean to protect oneself?
            What means does it take to protect someone else?

            ※ as the fate of previous Sages is unclear (whether they managed to return to their world or died in mhyk world), i took a shot at "what if a Sage became something else within the mhyk world?"
            ※ qinian was murdered by the cult worshipping the Great Calamity. the spirits around them pitied them &helped qinian's final regret that they hadn't accomplished anything reach the last thing they saw- the Bloomshard Belt. they were reborn as an extension of it to carry out its functions of repairing the world after the Calamity's damage.
            ※ as magic is cast with the heart, something qinian ran away from in their previous life, they have no memories. by learning to confront their heart, which could only begin with cain coming to terms with his &who qinian was to him, they could restore their old identity. not before he ironically takes significantly longer to find this answer than it would've taken owen first though. cain is kind of just a possible side route.

            photoboard / misc.